Wednesday, June 08, 2005

sleepless`^

i hafnt been sleeping for 8hours since..
end of may.

this morn wen sku early agn,
for knots and lashings.
quite kool larh, some knots.
learnt loads. hope can rmb till 10th.

theres another session tml x.x
need wake up earlierr.

aft the session,
wen amk central buy cloth with kf1
everyones pretty sianed.
the cloth so damn ex.
was kinda bargaining. lol. still hafnt wake up to reality yet arhs.

wen serangoon to buy paint.
thanks barney and qiao for holding it and bringing home
wen the chocolate fellowship!
btw me n qiao rch there,
its only phototakin`, feasting on choc, holy com and songs.

(:
i love chocolates.
i really do.

im finally in some church photos,
i somehow oways miss phototaking.

thens left and wen to qiao's house put the paint.
wanted to go j8 but decided against it cux vehh late liao.
helped her stick her wrappin` paper to act like wallpaper,
i oso wan blank walls to deco! =p

thens wen home.
dozed off on the bus.
wah really shag.
been sleeping late and waking early.
wahh wan die.
and wen chongpang thr helped ma pick up clothes.
feel act- filial.

wen home on bus.
too engrossed in music,
miss stop.

had to walk home. scary mans, that ulu area.

anw gg off le.
so hooked on comp recently mans.
gg back to my papers and dearest diary.



chocolated`
(:

today i watched in silence
as pple passed me by
and i strained to see
if there was something hidden in their eyes
but they all looked back at me
as if to say
"life just goes on"

the old familiar story
told in different ways
make the most of your journey
from the cradle to the grave
dream your dreams tml
bcus today
life must go on
and theres more to this life than living and dying
more than just trying to make it thru the day
more to this life
more than these eys alone can see
and theres more to this life alone for me

he takes care of his family
he takes care of his work
and early sunday morning
he takes his place at the church
sometimes he still feels the need to search
"life just goes on"
at night he lies in silence
staring into space
looks for ways to make tml better than today
but in the morning light
he looks to say
life must go on
where do we start to find every part of what makes this life complete
if we turn our eyes to Jesus
we'll find life's true beggining is there at the cross where he died
to bring us more to this life than living and dying
more that just trying to make it thru the day
more to this life
more than these eyes alone can see


seeking purpose ;
there is more. and its up to me.